VIRGINIA AND ME Intro staccato I My lover – my lover is so sweet He tells me the date of the year (Staccato:) Touch, hold me – come on Hit me on the face I can’t get out of this weird stupid state Refrain I I can’t think clear Feel like I’m dissolving In front of you dear It’s not me it’s only.. Instrumental Strophe Refrain (1x) II Shit’s taking a real hold of me I can’t breath deep down Feel like I’ll disappear I can’t scream out loud I’ll search for my mouth I’m not hungry I just want to spit out Refrain II I can’t be here Feel like I’m dissolving In front of you dear It’s not me it’s only.. III Destruction – oh shit I’m alive Destroying oneself ain’t a beautiful side I can’t bare this Oh come on knock me down I can’t even hold the pen in my hand Refrain III Virginia! Feel like I’m dissolving In front of you dear Virginia! Oh Virginia.. Instrumental Staccato strophe Legato strophe 2x refrain (pianissimo:) IV I want to be – feel like a seed Floating in the breeze All alone as it seems Trees don’t they hold branches alone? I want to be one – want to grow on my own Refrain IV Virginia! Feel like I’m connecting with you dear! Virginia! Oh Virginia..

Beautiful Rose I remember my stretched arms across the walls They touched the surface of my identity gone lost Inside the sounds of other people drinking alcohol Letting it drip down their lips .. oh give me .. Now it's time beautiful Rose I won’t be afraid I won’t be alone Don’t want to go Don’t want to let go The old house is gone The old house is gone I know its’ time to let go Oh and it’s hard with memories pictures Coming forcefully in I remember The handshake the kiss Our love in a bliss The curse of your smile The curse of the moment that was More beautiful than I Now it’s time beautiful Rose I won’t be afraid I won’t be alone Don't wanna go Don't wanna let go The old house is gone The old house is gone Don’t you see time and space sticks to me But I’ll move away and present time is born I can see the light that flies by in arrows Arrows of light Of light Light Light LIght I want to make it outside this world Is not waiting for somebody tireless In making her point And her lips move well Not only kissing but wise words Fall down the channel where I lay Bodies slain - oh! Don’t you figure out your death Don’t you figure out How to get you out of the wrong idea.. Now it’s time beautiful Rose I won't be afraid You won’t be alone Don’t want to go Don’t want to let go The old house is gone The old house Surely Surely we'll meet again Other time other place Answers gone lost And our arms will evaporate

Paris Mon Rêve Je m’en souvien bien à Paris ma ville mon rêve Dans les rues je peux choisir Et tu m’as dis doucement ma chère J’en assez de cette vie, moi je ne veux plus faire cette merde Maintenant c’est toi - c’est qui ? – tu m’as dit „..oui , bon, arrête“ Chorus: Mon chérie moi je t’aime encore une fois Tu as changé ma vie, pourquoi tu ne parles pas avec moi Tu veux plus que la vie mais c’est pas possible ce soir Tu veux seulement l’amour mais c’est pas tout l’amour change Maintenant tu es à Paris – voilà ta ville et ton rêve Tu en assez de ta vie et moi je sais pourquoi mon chère Tu me veux comme amie, depuis que j’étais ta maitresse Maintenant c’est moi – c’est qui? – moi je te dis „ Non, arrête“. chorus

STUPID CAFE I’m not feeling right Danger is gone And I’m sitting here all alone In a stupid café Stupid café I don’t like hanging round where the gossip is loud But today I would die for anyone Stupid café Stupid café Instr. 1 I’m not really scared just slightly in despair As the whole world went down when the flames Touched the house Instr. 2: oh please stupid café, oh please stupid café Send me someone who can put my lights on again Cause I’m still in the dark waiting for someone It’ll be alright, I’ll find a way out And I shall wait no more for someone To hold my hand

Do you smile when you see me I feel ugly cause of the pretty burden Go home make me lose it all I can’t stand the pain that comes so hard I scratch out my fingers old man Brains been fucked up so my memory sucks again I feel like I don’t deserve this I feel so hopeless won’t you turn me down One night your shoulder keeps coming out I see something else behind your skin and I Can’t hold on to your warm desire I feel so lost and used to pieces You try to please me with something That doesn’t involve touching me now I wish that I could be living A pleased life like in my age it seems real Now you know all about my dear secret So you can keep your mouth shut don’t reveal yourself I know it’s hard to believe it but It’s true and I can’t live without your arms I could tell you all about the thing But it’s my pride so won’t you let me be

VOYAGE OUT Why am I caught in this storm? I thought I was happy now I don’t know It might be the snow that constantly falls It might be the snow that I’ll help you get off your coat Why am I troubled is there a loss? Is there a loss? No coincidences varying it’s been set up It might be that I’m scared to let go of the old The old and familiar a habit in the worse case of all Where has this train been coming from I’m standing naked on it’s roof and I can feel the cold It might be a sacrifice that I won’t recover from I’m caught in a battle but as a warrior I was born There’s no point in throwing away the ticket You’re already on, you’re already on You’ve lost the whole view from where you came from It might be a conquest that I’ll fail alone It might be a new beginning and I might rise above it all

TRAVEL MY BODY The raindrops fall on my window I want to catch their fall but the glass is too cold to touch And the clouds they pass by And they know that my thoughts don’t want to be Spoken out loud.... No! No , they don’t want to be spoken out loud And so I stay inside my house My plants they cry and scream cause I ain’t given them no loving, loving, loving from me But all those waves they still come Come in – and I have to learn to ride Like the flow in my heart As my love is in a fright You’re too far away to mind And you have a stubborn head – like mine, like mine And so I will have to wait until you can decide what is right for you and maybe then you can travel – Travel my body again you know And so you can travel my body as you travel Your soul is just to wrecked to know how to Love loving, loving, loving You are like me with my plants at home They get no loving, loving

JUST THE SPRING Feels like I’m feeling alive again And you wonder why I got that big smile on my face And if feels like Being a cute thing again And it’s just right I don’t have to go say It’ll all turn wrong Cause everything has it’s season And you can move on Refrain: Oooh maybe it’s just the spring Oooh maybe it’s just me Oooh maybe it’s just the spring Oooh maybe it’s just me Silly me entangled in I don’t know how why And it feels right Feeling energized again And I’m feeling fine And it’s the prescence of live That’s beautiful Come and hold me soon I cannot wait Desire in me is sweeter Than you And it feels like staying All day in bed Holding the sun Spilling over my head And it’s just fine To let go of what’s pulling You down – dragging you Makes you feel useless And undone Refrain Feels right.. maybe it’s just the spring And I just want to stay in bed again And make love To the trees and the skies instead And I’m grounded Never felt before how the earth breathes Children are upon Children are upon Schlussrefrain: Oooh and I know that it’s the spring Oooh and I know that it’s not just me Oooh and I know that it’s the spring Oooh and I know that it’s not just me Cause I’m getting… I’m letting go, go,go

THE HORROR OF ROOMS A To suffer To suffer The horror of rooms Rather you catch up with streets Rather you catch up with streets Silent but violent B I wander and sleep A I sleep in foreign beds with no past I sleep in foreign beds with no past Nothing familiar Nothing Nothing The familiar wakes the horror B I wonder and sleep I wonder and sleep And the horror stays uninvited for days or weeks Who knows A Time is gone Time is lost Do we need time at all? To not go crazy What is crazyness? To be sacred Maybe The sacredness of the moment B I wander and sleep I wander and sleep The storm the thunder the soothing parfum of rain

LOVE LETTER lyrics: Linah Rocio My dear beloved. I fear love as I fear you. Through my laughter I can hide what bothers me. Not always. Sometimes I laugh because I laugh. I cried when you left. I cried so hard. I cried til no tears where left to cry. And I hated love. I felt empty and worn. Betrayed and used. I felt abandoned and useless. All felt useless and unworthy. It was then, that I closed all doors to my heart. I closed them and I laughed but I did not really laugh. After a while, I started to feel joy again, in my heart. I discovered music again and I wrote. I wrote so much. And all the while I hoped to never see you again, because seeing you meant feeling again your touch. How I had missed that touch. I will never forget, how we sat in perfect silence, listening to bad musicians trying to be funny. And we said nothing and just held each other. I shall never forget that. It was then that I knew a part of me belonged to you forever. And I could not say what part it was. It wasn't my body. and it was more than my heart. some would call it magic. others love. I don't know how you call it. I don't know what it was, but I could have sat there forever. And now ,I am coming back. Although it was you who left. But I am coming. And I fear love. I fear love ,because more than love, I fear rejection. I fear rejection and abandonement and blame and guilt… or addiction? To not be touched. To not be loved. that is what i fear. Yes, I fear to not be loved. In fact. And to fear to not be loved belongs to love. because love is so delicate, it dissappears if you do not care for it. Love is like snow. It falls only under certain conditions and it stays only for a season and then melts away. that is what i have experienced with love. and why with you, is it, that I want it to stay forever? and then it's not winter, nor spring ,.. it is the moment when I touch your hands and feel your nearness and your silence. And within this silence I can hear you, but not in words. I hear something else, and it can only be you. because you sound different than the rest. and I have heard many, but you sound different. like the palms of your hands, they feel unique and mine. as if they belonged to me. your head on my breasts feels like the first touch. your lips, when they rest on my skin, they feel like the only lips I want to have on me. everywhere. softly. I want your gentle love. I fear brutality and violence within this softness. because I know it. I have known it. and now I fear love. maybe I have always feared it. but I am coming my love. I am coming. and i want to be gentle. and I want your gentle touch. please be patient with me. I have known other than pure love. I have known other than pure love. let us be gentle my love. and not fear love. let us be us. let us be touched by silence, when we hold each others hands.